To be surrounded by delicious desserts and food? To be skinny and pretty? To be muscular and handsome? To not have any bills to pay? To find someone who could love you for the rest of your life?
A lot of people came out with the theory that. " HAPPINESS COMES WITH A PRICE"
What price do we have to pay just to make us smile and have a great day?
No, there is no price to happiness unless you're the kind of person who only thinks that money is more important than happiness.
But who am I to judge? I'm just an ordinary 17 years old teenage girl writing a blog post.
I'm just here to express what I feel about and what I think about.
For me, happiness is to have the things I like...such as desserts and freedom of course.
I'm going to face my SPM examination soon, People around me kept telling me how important this examination is going to be, and how it will affect my future career. But why I don't feel nervous about it? I don't know.... what I really want to focus on is the part where I've finished my exam and and saying goodbye to all my friends. That is the part where I feel happy about it.
I just want to say... focus on something you feel happy about it. Don't stressed out too much.. don't end up having anxiety problems. That is a NOPE for everyone.
I think I just write a bunch of bullshit whenever it is midnight. LOL
Anyway.... I've finally passed in my Chemistry paper! Yeah for me! (Because I've been failing my Chemistry paper too many times)
It is my second trip to Japan actually. The first trip I did not write it down or whatsoever so I did forgot everything about the first trip. But not this time! I shall recall what happened in Japan and write a blog about it! (although I'm starting to forget 50% of it,,,, pfffffft who cares)
So the our departure date was on 10th of Dec, which is 3.30am. So that means my family and I gonna reach KLIA on 9th of Dec due to the heavy traffic along the highway. Well, at first I didn't know how many group members that are going to Japan with us. I thought it was 20+ , but NOOOOOOOOO. It was fuckin 300+.
The first time in my whole life,ERRRRMAGUUUUD!
So the company rented a MAS plane for us. So the whole plane is fill with the people who is going to the same trip as we are.
SKIPSKIPSKIP to the part where I've reached Hokkaido, Japan.
So because of 300+ tour members, we have to separate into 7 groups. My family and I are in group C. Our tour manager is Kenro-san. He is a very very funny and interesting tour guide.
So we reached Rusutsu Ski Resort, the first thing I saw was Japan highschooler who came here for their field trip! I got so freaking excited because they are sooooo handsome. After that, I've buffet as my dinner. During every meal, all I've expected was the dessert.
Look at how much I can eat. I ate a lot that night. A LOT
This is the night view outside the ski resort, of course the ground is full of icy cold snow, but it still haven't snow yet. So I have a great plan, stay at the lobby to keep an eye for those handsome highschooler ,hehehehehheheheheheheheheheh. And did I mention their Wi-Fi is freakin strong, its connected automatically and will never disconnect until you leave the hotel. It will have full bar and its internet speed is really fast. So I can look for handsome guys while playing with my phone :3.
That's all for the first day in Japan, will continue tomorrow.
And he said to me:" Ah Yan, did you know how much sand does a lorry carries?"
Me with blurry face, and blurry mind :" A few tonnes maybe."
He replied:"Then, did you know a bowl of rice can carry a lorry of sand?"
Me with my thought in my head:"HOW THE HELL DO I KNOW,YOU WOKE ME UP TO TELL ME SOME STUPID QUESTION ABOUT SAND AND RICE? I'M TIRED GODDAMIT!"
He then said:" Do you know who is the fattest in this family?"
Me:" NO"
He said:" Well, the first is XXX, and I think you could be the second one."
HOLD UP! WHAT DID YOU SAY?!
SO YOU WOKE ME UP JUST TO TELL ME I'M FAT?! AND NOT TO EAT A BOWL OF FUCKING RICE ? BECAUSE THEN I CAN CARRY A FEW TONNES OF SAND?! WHAT THE HELL MAN! (the words above maybe offensive, please take it seriously.)
So, I did get a lot of stress because people keep telling me I've many pimples or I'm fat. And after that incident, I cried because I can't hold it inside for too long. WORDS HURT PEOPLE, GET THAT?!
Nevermind that, I've done a lot of exercise after that. Gym and tennis.
And the clever one ask my sister whether I'm still working out. And she said yes, I'm playing tennis now. THE GENIUS said tennis is just a game without letting you sweat a bit, he said tennis was no use to me . WELL FUCK YOU.
If you say I'm fat, should I go on a diet to just become thin?
If I say your eyes are small, are you going to plastic surgery to make them big?!
NO! Everyone has their own uniqueness. So shut up and accept the fact that we are imperfect.
So, its 2013. Sorry I've been lazy to update my blog.
Well lets start with our school life.
My school life is going pretty well, got into science stream.
I could understand Biology pretty good, physic not so okay, chemistry still in progress.
Friends, yeah I have pretty crazy friends.
Well, I didn't tell almost everyone that I got a new phone despite I did really got a very bad result in my examination and many people think its unfair.
My dad bought me an iPhone5. White by the way.
And I love it. So I started to download Apps which I really wanted them for soooo long.
Including Instagram, How could I forgot that.
Follow it, I got 40 something followers now.
And thats what I'm gonna say about what I think about this new year.
Because it inspire her, I guess. And my babe fully supported me, thanks so much. ♥
Ok, back to topic. So all of us know that the Mayans predict that the world will end in 21/12/12.
At first I thought it was real, and then I wanted to scold the government so much that why they didn't set the PMR examination on that day so that I could just die happily without worrying about my result?
That was before I don't know the date yet, but when I found out about the date. SCREW IT! <<< thats was what I think that time.
Well, today is 30/12/12. And we are all welcoming 2013 with good expectation .
And don't forget to tell our child or our grandchild that we survive the 2012 .
WE ARE THE LEGEND, HAHA.
CHANGE OF TOPIC!
Tomorrow is 31/12/12. Is the last day of the awesome year of 2012. YES, ITS AWESOME FOR ME.
And I'm sure people out there are finding their friends, finding a nice spot. Sit down, and counting down to 2013.
I didn't get to those countdown party for my whole life. BUT THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE DIFFERENT YO!
At first I was going to countdown with my friends in Buddhist Society in Pokok Assam.
But then...............................................the hardest man to please, MY DAD.
NAH, just kidding. He is easy to please with seafood and a small kiss on the cheek. :)
My dad don't want me to go, because he thinks that maybe some Malay gangster is gonna interfere the party and fight with us, SO NO GOING.
And for a second, I am sad. :(
But then, my friends in school invite me to Starbuck to countdown.
And I beg my dad to let me go, cause its going to be LEGEND.........wait for it..........
DARY!!!!!! its legendary for those who didn't watch HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER.
If you expect I write in Chinese. Well, I'm not. So just go google translate or just close the tab.
Yes, I'm going to write about what I think about adults as a teenager .
As us, teenagers, we like to hangout with friends. Because they understand our feelings better than adult.
It so obvious because our friends are almost our age , but adults. NO
I know some kids can share almost EVERYTHING to their parents, and their parents are going to listen to it like a good listener. But trust me, that is maybe 40 out of 100 percent of parents will do that.
Sometime we teenager will wonder what is going on in an adult's mind.
Adults too will wonder that. They will say
"WHAT IS GOING ON WITH TEENAGER NOWADAYS?! ALWAYS WEARING SEXY OUTFIT, ARE THEY GOING OUT TRYING TO SEDUCE BOYS?"
I just made that up, no offense.
I really want asian teenagers to watch this video. YOU BETTER WATCH IT, ITS FUNNY, AND IT HAS A LOT COMMON WITH US TEENAGERS NOWADAYS.
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Watched it? GOOD.
It really had a lot common with our lives right?
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1ST SITUATION - RELATIONSHIP
As a girl, its not fair when you have a boyfriend and your whole family goes like this situation.
"YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND? HOW DARE YOU!! I'M GONNA CALL HIS NUMBER AND TELL HIM TO BREAK UP WITH YOU!"
Here whats gonna go with boys.
"YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND? OMG! IS SHE BEAUTIFUL? YOU SHOULD INVITE HER TO DINNER!"
For me, I don't have a maid. So all the housework are done by my mum, my sis, and me. Sometimes my brother.
FOR ME, the most annoying things is when they gave you a task. And when you are in the middle of doing it, they gave another task again. AND AGAIN.........AND SO AGAIN.
Then I was like, CAN'T YOU JUST SAY IT ALL OUT?
And there is where they are going to be piss about what you've just said. OPPS
And the other situation is where they give you a task. And you thought you are doing it great.
And here comes the GREAT MUM.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! WRONG! WRONG WRONG WRONG!
CAN'T DO ANYTHING PROPERLY! IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT, THEN DON'T DO IT!"
Then I was like, "Hey mum, you told me to do it the first place. I was doing it well, then you just came here and barge in and saying I was doing all wrong and told me I shouldn't do it? So.....WHY DID YOU TOLD ME TO DO IT THE FIRST PLACE WHEN YOU KNOW I'M JUST GONNA MAKE A S*** OUT OF IT!?"
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3RD SITUATION - AMBITION
As we all know, that our parents had already planned out our future before we are even born.
Sometime, our parents dream really big. Like we are going to be famous or marry to a rich guy or something like that.
And so when we are still small, they gave us tuition....gymnastic lesson...piano lesson....swimming lesson etc etc etc.
And we just go with the flow....BUT NOT FOR LONG.
As a teenager, we mostly think that our parents make a lot of wrong decision.
So we shout out for our rights, for example:
You entered swimming lesson when you are 5 years old, you thought it was normal.
But then when you've grown up, you hated swimming. You tell your mum that you wanted to quit.
Your mum won't let you. And you hate her.
AND IT TOTALLY ANNOYS YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE FORCE TO DO THE THINGS THAT YOU DON'T LIKE TO DO. It do really sucks.
