I'm back! Its been a month since I've updated my blog.
Everything went well, exam went "PRETTY" well. (It means I'm going to fail some subject).
Life going pretty good, is just that someone is giving some opinion about me which I don't like.
I really don't want to say who is that, because I'll become offensive ,something like that.So the story began like this.
One day, I've returned from school to XXX. And I was sleeping on the couch because I was so damn tired. But then, the man started to wake me up.
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And he said to me:" Ah Yan, did you know how much sand does a lorry carries?"
Me with blurry face, and blurry mind :" A few tonnes maybe."
He replied:"Then, did you know a bowl of rice can carry a lorry of sand?"
Me with my thought in my head:"HOW THE HELL DO I KNOW,YOU WOKE ME UP TO TELL ME SOME STUPID QUESTION ABOUT SAND AND RICE? I'M TIRED GODDAMIT!"
He then said:" Do you know who is the fattest in this family?"
Me:" NO"
He said:" Well, the first is XXX, and I think you could be the second one."
HOLD UP! WHAT DID YOU SAY?!
SO YOU WOKE ME UP JUST TO TELL ME I'M FAT?! AND NOT TO EAT A BOWL OF FUCKING RICE ? BECAUSE THEN I CAN CARRY A FEW TONNES OF SAND?! WHAT THE HELL MAN! (the words above maybe offensive, please take it seriously.)
So, I did get a lot of stress because people keep telling me I've many pimples or I'm fat. And after that incident, I cried because I can't hold it inside for too long. WORDS HURT PEOPLE, GET THAT?!
Nevermind that, I've done a lot of exercise after that. Gym and tennis.
And the clever one ask my sister whether I'm still working out. And she said yes, I'm playing tennis now. THE GENIUS said tennis is just a game without letting you sweat a bit, he said tennis was no use to me . WELL FUCK YOU.
If you say I'm fat, should I go on a diet to just become thin?
If I say your eyes are small, are you going to plastic surgery to make them big?!
NO! Everyone has their own uniqueness. So shut up and accept the fact that we are imperfect.
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到这里我就要用华文啦，假期到了，考试完了。
我要做什么呢？我也不知道。
朋友，我看着你一直被他玩了你，伤了你，让你做代替品。
女孩，你要懂得张大你的眼睛看看这个世界，这个人。
他怎样对待你，你懂的。为什么你就是那么不听话呢？
旁观者清，听话。别伤害自己了，到最后就算你爱他多深，你也会后悔。
清醒一下好吗？鼓起你最大的勇气面对。
Sometime it last in love, but sometime it hurts instead.
-Adele-
